A Message Towards the Past
"Hey... Are you there?... I'll just leave a message.
You may not know me yet, but I've been with you every step of the journey. I saw your ups, your biggest moments, like your downs, where you were at the verge of... that.
But despite everything, I saw your growth, even while no one believe in you, even when not even them did, you still gave it your all, and you may not realize it yet, but you succeeded! It's amazing to see.
I... also saw your downs, they weren't nice to see, to experience, to live, but look at you, you're still here giving a fight, and that's just incredible, as much as I hate to say it, not everyone can say the same here.
That year? It definitely wasn't the best, it could even be considered your worst point in life, and I know you won't believe this, but everything changed for the better. Those things you were worried about? They're just things of the past.
You also picked up a hobby a while ago, and that hobby has prospered into something beautiful, which from where I am coming from, it might not feel like a lot, but for the time you're reading this message, it developed so much, you achieved your dreams with it in a way. Can you believe it? It doesn't feel real, and yet it is.
Sure, the bad moments won't go away, you will still have them, but I just want you to know, even if you cannot see it yet, it can improve to something much, much better.
Also, about that identity thing... Yeah, it'll be a struggle for a while, to not know who you even are, to feel like you're fake in a way, but you are and will always be a valid person, doesn't matter your identity or what anyone else might say. You WILL find a solution to this, and you will feel fulfilled, to the point that you're gonna want to send messages to other people too, like I am doing to you right now.
I just want you to know that, even if the situation is adverse, there are solutions for it, and you won't be alone when facing them.
Life may be a mess, but it can be cleaned up to be something better. Life can be a wreck, but we can cover the costs of that accident our own way. Life could be pointless, but it really isn't. Just keep trying, even if it seems worthless, just do it.
I've been with you through it all, and I can confidently say that I will always believe in you, if no one is with you, I'll be there, we'll always be there (even if at times we don't really wanna admit it, heh...)
Before I go and leave this message for you to read, I just want to say that maybe you should check out those cool places related to your hobbies, who knows how many more cool and amazing people you can find there.
We'll meet again soon.
Chloe."